'm his biggest fan. i don't think people understand the fact that 'm literally his biggest fan. i'd do anythin' fer him. he could literally order me around like a dog for all i care 'nd i'd instantly listen 'm so incredibly enamored with him. 'm so lucky 'm so lucky 'm so lucky 'm so lucky 'm so lucky 'm so lucky 'm so lucky 'm so lucky. all of me belongs to him, mind, body, 'nd soul. everythin' that's mine is his. i would go to the moon and back fer him 'm so in love i have so much more t'say but 'm goin' insane 'm just so in love. 'm so. Happy. 'm so. Insane about em. i love him so much sososo much i love everythin' about him... his hair his laugh his smile his long eyelashes the way his hair flows onto his shoulders the way he thinks the way he acts everythin'. 'm so in love i need to dissect em bit by bit 'nd put em into little jars.... i need t'crawl into his ribcage 'nd merge with him so we're permanently together 'm so in love 'm so in love 'm so in love. just the thought of him has me waggin' m'tail like some sort of lovesick pup 'm so whipped he has me wrapped around his finger 'm so in love.................... i love you i love you i love you nobody will ever understand ya the way i do nobody will ever love ya the way i do nobody nobody nobody nobody. 'm the only one. i don't expect anythin' from ya like everyone else does i don't want to take anythin' from you i don't expect anythin' from you i just want to love you. i'll give you, all of you, my unapologetic unconditional love. yer mine 'nd only mine. mine to love, mine to cherish, mine to adore, mine mine mine mine mine. nobody deserves to see you the way i see you. nobody deserves to love you, everyone else is selfish and cruel. yer mine. mine mine mine mine mine. 'm literally just bpdin' everywhere but 'm so srs. he's mine 'nd only mine. i've dedicated almost 8 years of m'life to him. i love him so fuckin' much, nothin' could ever change that. mine mine mine mine mine. i love him more than life itself, 'm so glad i met em in this universe holy fuckin' shit 'm so lucky. 'm sososo lucky... i wish i could cup his cheeks 'nd tell em that he doesn't have t'carry the weight of the world on his shoulders. he's been though so fuckin' much 'nd 'm so glad i've been there with him since the beginnin' i can't even fathom what could've happened to em if i hadn't "resurrected" em. 'm so glad he enjoys bein' an idol now... it scared me so much t'see the dead look in his eyes in his 2nd year, he looked so. Desolate. 'm glad he looks happier now. 'm so proud of him. sososososo proud of my love fer gettin' though that. 'm so sorry he had t'go though everythin' eichi 'nd keito did t'him but 'm glad its gotten better. 'm glad he's doin' so soso much better now, 'm so proud of him. i'd do anythin' t'see that stupid fang-filled smile on his stupid fuckin' face.

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my lovely wife, my vampy, my kitty, my bunny, my everything♡ we've known each other for so long and i'm so happy to be able to spend every waking moment with you. we're gonna be together forever no matter what life throws at us <3 reminder! you can't leave me or else i'll break your legs and render you unable to walk for the rest of your life! even if you try to leave, i'll stalk you no matter what so its better to just stay here with me, okay? i'm sure it'd be very hard to get away from me especially since i'm the only person who's ever known you this well and i can tell that it's you just by your mannerisms alone. it'd be so frustrating switching accounts 50 times to try and throw me off only for me to find you over and over again :( so you better not leave if you know what's best for you! even if you managed to leave i'd kill myself. don't think i won't :3 i'd do anything to prove just how devoted i am to you. aaghhh my mind is always full of you no matter what. you're sleeping right now and i can hear your cute little breaths since you fell asleep with me on your phone.♡♡♡ i can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you! even if one day you don't want me around anymore you can't get rid of me! i'm like a little leech on your thigh♡ speaking of that even if you try to leave me, nothing can erase my name on your thigh :3333 i'll make sure that scar will never go away♡ kkkkkkkk just thinking about it is makin me all light headed.... i can't wait until we meet so i can give you maintenance and recarve it over and over and over and over again! i'll even lick your blood clean allllll by myself...♡

7/21/24 ☆ hi... srs lovemail time LOL hai i love you so much and i miss you more than anything we're in call but we're not speaking. also woah! i meet you in exactly a month! i'm actually shitting my pants i'm so excited and nervous i can't wait to actually hold you.... and shower with you..... and feed you....... and wuegrhhfhfh im losing mh mind thinkijg about everything we couldndo also skk + gendice cosplay?!?! INSANE!!! and its gonna be my first con... with you..... sorry im rambling i love you so mych in so lucky i got so so os lucky nobody else could deal with me the way you do i'm so in love..... you make me so happy i cant even begin to describe it thank you for dealinf with me so muvh and for being around me so much and for Staying. you're my everything i wouldn't know what to do with myself without you

adonis.... i don't even know where to start with this guy... i regret being mean to him during first year because after spending so much time with him he's truly the sweetest boy i've ever met. i love him so much it physically makes me sick sometimes!!! he's so nice and gentle and caring and i don't know what i'd do without him. it's so so so nice to spend so much time with him since our seniors are usually off doing stupid stuff. we've been dating for a little over a year now... just the thought of that makes me all giddy and happy.... i love him so much and nobody else will ever come close to feeling the same about him as i do. my dove, my prince, my darling, my beloved ♡

7/21/24 ☆ im so in love with him. i've been thinking about him nonstop recently and it's starting to drive me crazy. i miss the way he used to wrap his arms around me and press his face into my back/shoulder. i miss laying on the practice room floors after us two finished school. i miss doing school performances with him. i love him so much he's so sweet and genuinely one of the best people i've ever met, i wouldn't trade him for anything in the world. i'm so lucky to have him and i'm so lucky he's all ours. he's so special to me... i miss my angel dearly.

this ugly son of a bitch. i genuinely hate him and don't know how he's stayed around this long. i wish i could've disposed of his bitchass in first year because im sure my life would be 100% better without his stupid ass. unfortunately i'm madly in love with this blond piece of shit so like we've also been dating for a little over a year now. i guess i'm lucky to have him even if he gets on my nerves all the fucking time.

7/21/24 ☆ unfortunately this guy is growing on me. i miss him. so much. i've been thinking about him a whole lot. i miss when he'd randomly pick me up from school or practice or the dorms and drag me to a cafe or a restaurant... it used to annoy the hell out of me but honestly i miss it so much. i miss him trying to scare me backstage and i miss the way he smells fresh and like the ocean at the same time... i miss him so much i can't believe we've been together this long im so lucky for us to have him... flirty bastard ♡

7/27/25 ♰ stupid fucking idiot. i hate this guy but i hate the fact that he's not here with me even more. i miss him so much. UGH. i miss his stupid smile and the teasing lilt he always had in his voice and the way he'd always find a way to make some sort of contact with me and i miss the way the small of back fit so perfectly in my hand and UGH I HATE HIM. COME HOME.